All poems © 2017 Richard Jonathan. All rights reserved.
A gentle breeze or a great storm?
Concord, submission, reverence and love:
His kisses are none of the above. What then?
Artfully, his kisses take me to where I know
Not who I am. He,
Graceful and savage, makes me
Ecstatic, in a space of pure letting-go.
Onward and onward,
Falcon on the wing, onward.
Sex constantly repeats the first time.
Everything, to be itself, must
Combine with its opposite:
The beginning with the consummation.
Vexing question: Am I only
Everything I am not?
Abeyance, the fall of a snowflake;
New-minted world, virgin.
A face in a mirror,
The slither of a serpent,
The flow of sand in an hourglass.
Erasure, interstice, absence.
Moth’s wing, soft smoothness;
Petals falling from a dry stem,
The floating of a feather.
Alabaster, an egg in moonlight;
Talcum under a wedding dress.
Islands from the air;
Lovemaking while children wakeful.
Ellipsis, interval, caesura.
Night summoning nakedness,
Quiver, the discarded tail of a lizard.
Uninhabited here, as far as the eye can see.
Immemorial stones under endless sky,
Pathways of desire elude sextant,
Abacus, gnomon, and compass;
Skeins of nerves
Earth the aerial.
A skeleton of leaf, scorched and charred.
Mystery, where the light nests.
Only, ever, always
Mourning, thickening the darkness.
The residue of a life.
Obliterated spoors, husks of needs:
Serried rows of spectators,
The public burning of a heretic.
Landslip, scree, stones—
Nexus of scarecrows.
Spital-house bed, but deliverance.
Humbly seeking enlightenment
In the sun:
Lizard, where do I come from?
Dream-work, night-times of dream-work.
Warden of the dark house,
Of what must I be aware? Speak, owl.
And restores, but not the milk of nightmares:
Nothing living is free of a shadow.
Innocence, purity and secrecy,
Nostalgia for the odour of chastity:
The pearl coming to birth in the oyster
Entangles the spirit in the flesh. Hark!
Reverberation of the bell—
Visitation of the plague,
Awful, sublime, precious—
Leeched, my blood becomes flowers and metals.
Inside a lupine rosette, a snowflake.
Saxifrage spreads a cloth of gold,
Orchids defy ice.
Look! Lichen-freckled boulders shelter fossils.
And now a new solitude overcomes you:
Trauma freezes time,
Irradiating absence with unknowing;
Only desire moves, refusing to concede
Never can two be one.